Things ill never say

Nov 13 2011
i dont know why i act like i dont  like your attention. i secretly crave it. when your not giving it to me im brainstorming things i can do to get it. i avoid eye contact with you simply because i cant stop smiling when i look at you. i strive to make you happy and i depend on you to make me happy because no one else can. i think thats why i get so mad when you bail on plans or you do something that upsets me. ugh i hate that i let you get so close to me. i hate to sound like THAT dumb bitch but i dont want to be this close to you. i love you. i adore you. i dont want you to hurt me. i see our future. me you alonzo and mason living in alonzos house working during the day getting stoned at night. 

i dont know why i act like i dont  like your attention. i secretly crave it. when your not giving it to me im brainstorming things i can do to get it. i avoid eye contact with you simply because i cant stop smiling when i look at you. i strive to make you happy and i depend on you to make me happy because no one else can. i think thats why i get so mad when you bail on plans or you do something that upsets me. ugh i hate that i let you get so close to me. i hate to sound like THAT dumb bitch but i dont want to be this close to you. i love you. i adore you. i dont want you to hurt me. i see our future. me you alonzo and mason living in alonzos house working during the day getting stoned at night. 

(Source: october-, via ifimeantalottoyou)

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